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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|01:38 pm] |
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hello.
i'm very sad.
i hope all this will be over soon.
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| here without you |
[Oct. 27th, 2009|01:20 am] |
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand laughs have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
And you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me yeah
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people lead their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go oh yeah
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
Everything I know
And anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love whoa oh oh |
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| i just wanna feel weightless!!!!! |
[Oct. 21st, 2009|08:19 pm] |
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i think i like it here at livejournal. i've not been updating this space regularly. it seems so quiet. and maybe that is why i like it here. it feels like even if i rant 10000 times here, nobody will know. a great place to vent my emotions.^^
i feel so weak now!!!!!!! i want the old me back. the old know-nothing, worry-nothing, care-nothing me. life was so so so much happier, easier in the past. guess what? I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH NOW. if only i have hesitated even more that time, not allowing anything to happen, keeping my feelings to myself, nothing of this would happen right? Regretful. very very regretful. the worst part now is not that i've lost anything, but the worst part is.. i'm feeling very terrible now. i don't feel happy for more than 24 hours. i'm so damn immature, weak, stupid. VERY VERY VERY NAIVE. ok my body feel so warm while writing this. what does it mean?
Os are coming in like less than a week. i really don't feel a tiny bit stress. |
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| i'm gonna be alone, you're never gonna be alone |
[Oct. 20th, 2009|04:58 pm] |
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| | never gonna be alone - nickelback | ] |
Time is going by
So much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you
Now I'm wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know
You're never gonna be alone
From this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go
I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone
I'll hold you 'till the hurt is gone |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 18th, 2009|12:58 am] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | down - jay sean ft. lil wayne | ] |
Baby are you down down down down down
tonight is the night to let it go!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|04:56 pm] |
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I miss those times together. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2009|03:56 pm] |
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| | viva la vida - coldplay | ] |
had a great time celebrating mid-autumn festival with a few cg members after service yesterday. not only playing with candles, we were singing and dancing! love them to the max.^^
( fire burning on the cement floor! ) |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2009|04:55 pm] |
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| | happily never after - pussycat dolls | ] |
I don't think I want this anymore
This time I'll stay gone, that's for sure
No happily never after
That's just ain't for me because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 1st, 2009|09:07 pm] |
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| | better in time - leona lewis | ] |
it's gonna hurt when it heals too |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
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| | hanging by a moment - lifehouse | ] |
Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 19th, 2009|09:25 pm] |
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| | the world is black - good charlotte | ] |
i love these girls to the max.^^ |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2009|05:06 pm] |
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i didn't treasure all the things
now that it's all gone
i guess i'm left with only regrets |
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[Aug. 29th, 2009|11:59 pm] |
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| | love drunk - boys like girls | ] |
met up with valj after service. jp playground best place for heart-to-heart talk.^^
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[Aug. 24th, 2009|08:46 pm] |
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| | crush - david archuleta | ] |
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|10:20 pm] |
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| | the getaway - hilary duff | ] |
I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2009|11:50 pm] |
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| | 6 months - hey monday | ] |
stayover at val ang's last night with johnny and justin after cgm. our main purpose is to watch michael jackson! ok i think he's really cool. i showed my support by wearing val ang's pink shades! even the lights were off, i still wore those shades. very pong chang, i know! johnny was sweating like nobody's business while i was actually feeling kinda.. cold. lol.
we then moved on to watch superhero movie. i thought it was some cartoon movie but it was not. kinda nice!!!!! we went to sleep at only 4am. justin wanted to do his fnn coursework O.O but we all asked him to rest first. next morning! i woke up first, prepared and all, managed to wake justin and val ang up, except for howe hiang. he '5 more minutes' from 7 to 9. which made me not going to serve children church, justin and val ang not going tuition and he himself not going to serve jams. tskkkkkkkkk
service, great. after service, bad.
so here we go again
but to you, it was just another casualty
shit myself
for being so stupid, again
i feel damn disgusted with myself now |
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[Aug. 19th, 2009|10:16 pm] |
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| | wonderwall - oasis | ] |
there are so many things i'd like to say to say you
but i don't know how |
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[Aug. 14th, 2009|11:26 pm] |
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| | little things give you away - linkin park | ] |
town, starbucks, party
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[Aug. 12th, 2009|11:56 pm] |
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| | come back to me - david cook | ] |
went to study at jp with val ang and johnny. starbucks is the best! i love the chocolate chip cream. val ang was pouring out her troubles to us, johnny was drawing graphs, i was distracted to the max. we left at 10:30pm. accompanied johnny to take bus 180 which i can also take to woodlands. maybe i can take that bus to go church on saturdays too! i prefer bus rides.^^
p.s dear val ang, smile alright! you know what you want. follow your heart! |
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[Aug. 10th, 2009|04:13 pm] |
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| | crazy - simple plan | ] |
last night, last minute decided to go jaren's house stayover with valj, johnny and garrick. met up with johnny at woodlands bus interchange at around 10:45pm first, cos we were going to cel's house to give her a surprise! we then went over to clementi to meet val ang. we were singing avril lavigne's my happy ending at mac! at jaren's house, val ang got stucked to the computer. garrick came and he got stucked with his psp. jaren johnny and i watched Big stan. hmmm, funny movie but i don't understand. i kept bombing johnny and jaren alot of questions. jaren slept after the movie. johnny and i continued to watch another show. i can't remember what's the movie name and it's R21............ i think we watched half of the show but i couldnt take it already and we stopped watching and went to sleeeeep! oh and val ang was still stucked to the computer at that moment.
next morning! we woke up early for morning prayer meeting at church.^^
can anybody tell me what's going on?
tell me what's going on |
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